I haven't been posting lately. I've been too busy. And there were times that I opened Blogger, blog hop but never brought myself to type anything worth posting here. But now I've got a lot to tell. I don't even know how to start.
Christmas has just ended & I feel like I lost something to look forward to. You know like how I felt when the Harry Potter series ended![?] I felt like I lost someone.
haisstt..and now it's only 2 days before new year. The yuletide season atmosphere will soon be gone! [sigh - (!.!)]
another sigh.
sigh..
sigh.
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Anyway, my plan to make my whole family spend Christmas at my place here in Manila pushed through. They are all here. And this the first time I felt like living in a real 'home'. The first time I rush to finish office work because someone's waiting for me. Although we still have petty quarrels..I now find it amusing [unlike before, it was terrifying].
Again I can't help my sister feel 'left-out'. My parents treat me well. And I know my siblings are all jealous. Before I was longing for it. Now that it's here...I feel so awkward. I'm pretty much annoyed[?]
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2010 Goodbye! 2010 Hello!
best part of my 2010? hmm... That I continue to receive blessings that I sometimes don't deserve. Nothing very special. [uneventful] But I'm still very thankful.
A lot of heart aches & pocket aches because of the thesis. The company changed it's management so the last 2 quarters have been a period of adjustment. I fought with sister numerous times. Ma & Pa 'away bati'. My sister's shocking revelation.My plans being gradually set out!
a lot.. lemme think some more....
....... Being one handsome teacher's class favorite...CAT dissection..
..more blog followers..
and OH YEAH!! I forgot there's one highlight!
this year I've got to finally rent a whole house of my own. not just a room. I got to little by little provide the house necessities. Daig ko pa ang bagong kasal. Kailangan makapagpundar ng mga gamit. It's no joke.When I went out with my classmates..while they look for the latest phones I go to the 'Home' section looking for new furniture & things. While they budget their money to buy new clothes or accessories I budget my money for the electricity, food & gas. While they plan cheating their parents about the school expenses I take the parents' side & reprimand them about it. Through this I got to realize all the parents' effort to provide shelter to their children. When I happen to be into someone's house..I glance at the furnitures...the house structure, the appliances & etc..I calculate how much it must have cost them. Then at the end I always find my classmates..very lucky to be experiencing those without much hardship.
This year I've also replaced my cellphone 2 times.. the first one I bought last year got robbed by a 'holdaper' <--[another story] . The 2nd one I left in a taxi. It taught me to be practical. As long as a cellphone can send messages & call that's fine.
The New Year - 2011 looks promising. We [family] decided to settle down here to avoid the annoying people back in my hometown. We plan to start a new life away from that rotten neighborhood. Away from my father's greedy siblings.I hope & pray everything will work out for us!
It's not just me who'll suffer if I fail. It's all of us! I love to do this as much as I want to enjoy my life. So I really hope not to be deprived of my youth because of this.
HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody!
Christmas has just ended & I feel like I lost something to look forward to. You know like how I felt when the Harry Potter series ended![?] I felt like I lost someone.
haisstt..and now it's only 2 days before new year. The yuletide season atmosphere will soon be gone! [sigh - (!.!)]
another sigh.
sigh..
sigh.
***********************
Anyway, my plan to make my whole family spend Christmas at my place here in Manila pushed through. They are all here. And this the first time I felt like living in a real 'home'. The first time I rush to finish office work because someone's waiting for me. Although we still have petty quarrels..I now find it amusing [unlike before, it was terrifying].
Again I can't help my sister feel 'left-out'. My parents treat me well. And I know my siblings are all jealous. Before I was longing for it. Now that it's here...I feel so awkward. I'm pretty much annoyed[?]
**********************
2010 Goodbye! 2010 Hello!
best part of my 2010? hmm... That I continue to receive blessings that I sometimes don't deserve. Nothing very special. [uneventful] But I'm still very thankful.
A lot of heart aches & pocket aches because of the thesis. The company changed it's management so the last 2 quarters have been a period of adjustment. I fought with sister numerous times. Ma & Pa 'away bati'. My sister's shocking revelation.My plans being gradually set out!
a lot.. lemme think some more....
....... Being one handsome teacher's class favorite...CAT dissection..
..more blog followers..
and OH YEAH!! I forgot there's one highlight!
this year I've got to finally rent a whole house of my own. not just a room. I got to little by little provide the house necessities. Daig ko pa ang bagong kasal. Kailangan makapagpundar ng mga gamit. It's no joke.When I went out with my classmates..while they look for the latest phones I go to the 'Home' section looking for new furniture & things. While they budget their money to buy new clothes or accessories I budget my money for the electricity, food & gas. While they plan cheating their parents about the school expenses I take the parents' side & reprimand them about it. Through this I got to realize all the parents' effort to provide shelter to their children. When I happen to be into someone's house..I glance at the furnitures...the house structure, the appliances & etc..I calculate how much it must have cost them. Then at the end I always find my classmates..very lucky to be experiencing those without much hardship.
This year I've also replaced my cellphone 2 times.. the first one I bought last year got robbed by a 'holdaper' <--[another story] . The 2nd one I left in a taxi. It taught me to be practical. As long as a cellphone can send messages & call that's fine.
The New Year - 2011 looks promising. We [family] decided to settle down here to avoid the annoying people back in my hometown. We plan to start a new life away from that rotten neighborhood. Away from my father's greedy siblings.I hope & pray everything will work out for us!
It's not just me who'll suffer if I fail. It's all of us! I love to do this as much as I want to enjoy my life. So I really hope not to be deprived of my youth because of this.
HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody!
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