'don't-like-me-back-or-else'

I have just confirmed something recently.

I have a curse/disease. And I think that's the reason behind my dillema. [NBSB thingy]

I call it 'don't-like-me-back-or-else'.

It's hard to explain but I'll try my best describe it here.

Well...I've kind of noticed that once I 'like' someone I lose that liking once he [when I realize] likes me back. I don't know..but there have been several cases that confirm it.

Just the recent encounter with my long time dream boy[?]. Now he's just a thing of

the past.

I don't know. I say it's complicated.

I kind of regret that I entertained his 'confession'.

Now it's all gone.